Letter to the Woman I Love

If I could change your mind, I wouldn't, but I would.  If you could love me as I love you, life surely would be easier.  Wouldn't it?  I mean God, why do I hurt so!  I'm so alone right now.  I hurt!  My heart has broken and yet I still love you so.

These shattered pieces can't make me whole.  Why do I hurt!.  I cry.  I ask God why?

I love your smile and laugh.
I love your imagination and the silly things you do.
I love your talking about something you know is bad, and you're gonna do it anyways.
I love your eyes, your kiss, your body excites me like no other woman's, ever.
I love how you savour the moments making memories.

I love every single thing about you, yet it's crushing and devastating when you can't love me back.


Oh how I need you!  I need you!  God how I need your love!

I could live a life with you, but you have to want that to.

You need to get to know you...the woman you are, and the woman you are gonna be.

Please take your time.  Discover her.  I see that point when you will find her.  So, yes, please take your time.  But don't take too long either.  I love you and I want a life with you, from now until the end of all things.